I have had Mothers day bigged up all week and when the day comes I have been so let down. Every day last week the kids were going on about mothers day every day and breakfast in bed. I told them I would like sausages , mushrooms and a tomato, and I got nothing, because they wanted pancakes and I didnt , they decided not to bother.
I even went back to bed , just in case. But no.
I was expecting Dh to say he would cook dinner, I would have said no its ok, I will do it, but he didnt, he just asked "what time are you putting the dinner on" and I thought oh, I guess that means I am making diner. It would have been nice to have been asked. I feel so unappreciated. I also feel selfish and ungrateful, I shouldnt be expecting flowers and gifts. But the fact I have been going on about this diet all week and they all know I am fat, so what do they do? buy me chocolates.
Honestly, and then try and make it sound like they tried by dh saying, he would have bought flowers yesterday but he would have had to give them to me then and not today, as they would have wilted. Good grief, he has a cool shed beside the house, why couldnt he have out them in there? He just couldnt be arsed. I'm obviously not worth a shit.
Anyway I'm close to tears so best close.
Diet wise everything is fine
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