Thursday, 14 July 2011

Fed up

I have lost all motivation, I am not loosing on this diet at all, know people keep saying oh it wil come off soon, t just isnt, and my period started again today thats only 2 weeks after the last one. I feel bloated , crap and I am going to go and have a cry in the shower now. I am sick of it. I have tried so hard, telling myself ths is the last diet I will ever go on. It just hasnt worked. Time for a new strategy, havent decided what yet but will have a thnk. have walked for 2 weeks now and lost 1lb, but thats just not enough. I saw myself in the mirror today and I was disgusted. and how can I be 5 inches off round my tummy and still look as bad as I do. My shape has changed but its worse. I just dont get it at all

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

walking

So I have walked again today, another 6 miles, so thats 30 miles since last week, things had better start toning up soon. I just wish the bit at my hips would go, the bit where my apron folds over. I can breathe it in perfectly fine, but as soon as I put my knickers on then my leggings , the knickers go under it, the leggings go over and it just creates a lump then whatever I wear you can see it. Its my most hated thing about myself. So really hoping walking works. My fitness pal says I use up 590cals doing that, so surely I will start noticing soon.

Thursday, 7 July 2011

hmm

it did it, bet it doesnt stay on though

new measurements

Ok havent been on for a while, just not motivated, purely because the scales aren't moving, I wish I could have a blank in my head about scales but I cant, 32 years of stepping on the scales doesnt go easily.
Anyway, thought I would measure myself today

Neck- was 14, now 13.5 lost 0.5
wrist-was 6.5 now 6.5 lost 0.0
under bust-35 now 35 lost 0.0
round bust 44 now 42 lost 2.0
waist 40 now 38 lost 2.0
stomach was 41 now 36 lost 5.0
hips 46 now 44 lost 2.0
total lost 11.5 inches

slowly but surely lol, , just started walking too I did about 6 miles today probably slightly more, did same yesterday too, this weight has to start shifting for my holiday, wonder if I can get a ticker for this blog